10/1/08

10/1/08

Today I tore up the month of September

30 days - 720 hours - 43,200 minutes

reduced to a sheet of paper torn

4 times resulting in 8 pieces.

8 pieces of paper that represent nothing

(let me rephrase that)

8 peces of paper that represent the nothingness

of my life - suicidal? NO.

Realistic - YES.

30 days of ABSOLUTELY NOTHING -

I take that back

29 days of ABSOLUTELY NOTHING -

19 spent punching a clock and taking orders

9 spent evaluating the nothingness of

my life and how to change it

1 spent at a funeral which actually

held the most meaning for me

-----> Pastor said I was EXISTING

           and not living.